1 n 1/2 lychee martinis + 1 pinapple malibu + a jim beam = A still very sanely Jane..bah
darn. Alcohol is slowly takin its grip on me. But with so much on my mind... im so desperate sometimes to get it all off my head. I just don't know how. I duno what to do, What im doing. Im dreading going to school...i've been feeling motifyingly comfortable in my solitude. I think about shutting the rest of the world away, Its like im in a dead end.. or trapped in a maze.
Round and Round i go... where ill end up.. nobody knows..




Sometimes I wished I was wendy in peter pan, or alice in wonderland. I'm a huge burton and depp fan, and I reckon the only anti-aging methodology is to have dreams, gun for them, and believe that disneyland is still the happiest place on earth.