You can only see in black and white
But you never thought, never thought that I'd be
A little different this time, and
Not every color that you will see
Is the real one every time
Let me clue you in on complexity
And everybody is so very fine
And I didn't mean to be a burden
Just thought I'd share a little light
But I thought you needed to know something
Something that comes from the inside
Something that comes from the inside
And as you wasted time playing detective
Is it to figure out my mystery?
Well let me tell you now that I'm no secret
'Cause I can sin before you righteously
And I didn't mean to be a burden
Just thought I'd share a little light
But I thought you needed to know something
Something that comes from the inside
Something that comes from the inside
Something that comes from the inside
Don't grow bored too quickly
I haven't finished yet
I know it must be painful
To hear what's left unsaid
Don't refuse
It's no use
You can not run from this
Just sit still
And listen
Listen to all you missed
But it's always a do or die situation
You can only see in black and white
But you never thought, never thought that I'd be
A little different this time
And I didn't mean to be a burden
Just thought I'd share a little light
But I thought you needed to know something
Something that comes from the inside
Something that comes from the inside
Something that comes from the inside
Friday - was supposed to meet Adalia and leen but i flew aeroplanes at the last moment as i was feelin Fatigue. So i slept from evening till the next morning. How refreshing.
Saturday was Sugi's b'day celebration. the Pit was booked, the whole bunch of us went grocery shopping, bought ingredients for Salad and fried finger foods ..drinks too. Then lazy us ordered some mee goreng and fried rice! and headed to my crib to do some Cooking.
I was mocked the whole time cause my sliced cucumbers turned out funny. It was all candid.
so after filling our anticipating guts,
we played on the Guitar and Sugi was made the croon us songs the whole time. Who asked him to be the superstar contestant.
Not forgetting the annoying [ i went to the farm] game.
Anyway we've got tixs to the final performance come 1st sept. Anyone interested call me yea?
Keane got drunk and puked his guts out, yama and sugi were cross firing at 12mn . We all spoked alot, on how meet ups were really appreciated as we're all 20over now and would be heading seperate ways so its gonna be harded and Harder. Min might be going overseas for Work. Livi to UK for studies. Keane to NS. Sugi - to chase dreams. Juvi and yama and me - studies. Budi and Tin - work.
Funy how kids yearned so much to grow up and when they finally do, they realise, the older the age, the more the power maybe and the more responsibilities you've ought to take up. Its not easy, like getting no more allowances and all.
You're either chasing your paper qualifications else u'll be slogging for the industry. And it really never ends, cause before you know it. Youve got a family, you struggle to teach your kiddos, struggle to buy a house, struggle to make the best and give them all you can. The white hairs sprout, you race to earn enough for comfortable retirement. When old , You watch the delicate wrinkles form, erasing the last signs of youth visible, and this goes on...
its scares me sometimes, I pray to expect the unexpected..
:)
bang bang, who dies?
I haven't been so tired in a long while.I burnt all my fuel grooving at nus sports bash held at Gotham.
Spent the remainder in ONYX.
At ONYX
, my eyes nearly popped out of its sockets...
when i saw this malay lady grinding this negro. Mind you im racially harmonious,
but their sore way of dancing was just uncalled for.
They looked like they were banging each other, doggy style and what not.
I just had to turn away.
But this isn't the end of the story because the malay lady's counterpart was somewhere else on the dancefloor, dancing in a truely odd manner, In circles rather, indescribable. period.
with this i Conclude that i probably would'nt be in ONXY ever again..
I had myself a mere 3.5hrs of sleep before coming to work today, i was starved off sleep till desperate measures. I actually considered hiding in the toilet cubicle for a little snooze.
I never thought of this when im havin EXAMS.
wonderful
also, im the unoffical movie crasher.
I watched Wedding crashers with a friend last evening, laugh our heads off from the start till the end of it and walked casually into another cinema which was screening Charlie and the chocolate factory.
I loved it, not to mention the free movie..
Johnny depp looked like plastic, oh ,but nothing beats havin your childhood fav's such as James and the giant peach and so on made into a movie for on screen pleasure.
with Min, Livi, Keane, Meliza, Yama, Addy,Sugi and Juvianna maybe Adam and Andrew too!
can't wait. Perhaps to have some sheesha? *wink*
oh and heres an update, i had my bike practical one last evening.
Hell, the bike weighed a tonne, when it fell, i simply couldnt lift it back up.
pity the instructor who lifted it up for me at least 5 times
my right knee's bruised and my left shin too.
and man was i tempted to not turn up again.
But i guess, when ive got it started, i shldnt give up so easily? isnt it. hee
Dinner was at my grandma's place and she sussed me out upon seeing my helmet.
Dad had a thing or two to say to
the exact words are " IM NEVER GONNA BUY A BIKE FOR YOU YA?, its really dangerous.... .." haha..
and mom was going" you go try la, come back tell me easy not, then i can go try too"
Mie told me to be brave, haq asked whens the next practical, keane said he couldnt wait for me to ride him. Quan asked if i was injured...
well to the rest: IM FINE! and im waiting to ride a vespa.!
ahahaa...God will..keep me safe aight?
it was all ho hum.
The night before , I had myself good fun ..partying.
Zouk's atmosphere was convivial, with the Dj com going on and the hordes of clubbers.
Pure merriment. I saw Raymond there with his ns trademark styled hair. spotting an extremely huge hip hopish necklace which i just had to lay hands on.
I met a huge lot of people, old sec sch mates, eddie, kegan, the bros products people, collage people, and so on. And there was Victor who seemed kinda cute , but his English wasnt fluent as he aint local.
And you can kill me if you want me to speak Chinese. or Cantonese...to him.
bleah
He gave me his number. laughs....
this is like the 2nd time i had a guy keying his number into my phone.
Not that i asked for it..ha
my hand was burnt tho, but this lady's cigarette bud. She was very apologetic, so I wasn't especially upset.
Adeline had her time too, the bouncer was trying to get to know her, he came to us with the invites for this fridays event. How sweet ya. This spells FREE ENTRY to zouk with him around. haha
Ivan let us in on a well kept secret. Far east actually has a swimming pool, hahaha! its for the tenants and so on. mmm not bad ya?