I could use a new beginning...
For some reason, my long weekend has turned to bouts of debauchery with heavy notes of alcohol. I am probably most in need of a detox regiment, cant' eat well. Can sleep really well. *laughs*So here I am, promising to swear off alcohol for the rest of the month. This weekend was an emo one, in a bid to save my fledging spirits...
I turn to the songs by switchfoot...
Speaking of which I have to confess that I do not understand myself.I mean like why the hell am i the least intrigued by even very eligible guys. It's as if they all lack chemical X. Well if anyone did caught my attention, it wasn't enough. My bestest guy pal said I am 'easily bored', and he wants to know if i still have my criteria of 'my perfect guy', I told him I was so over that, because what you want isn't what you get.
And like how History just loves to repeat itself, I met this really cute guy over the weekend, lo and behold he just had to be 'not local'. So there on a jet plane he goes, back to the land of smiles...
Man, september's over and boy am I still fast asleep..Someone needs to wake me up.
Sometimes I wished I was wendy in peter pan, or alice in wonderland. I'm a huge burton and depp fan, and I reckon the only anti-aging methodology is to have dreams, gun for them, and believe that disneyland is still the happiest place on earth.
